I've been living in Madrid since early 1998, and
it was here on the night of December 17th, my 30th birthday, that
I received a paperback copy of the Penguin edition of The Recognitions
, bought by my
brother at the Strand book store in NYC and brought to Madrid among other
books as a gift; on the next day,
while at the Prado looking at Bosch and Cranach from a vacant museum-guard's
folding chair, I cracked open the dog-eared book to start it-- unknowingly--...
on December 18th.
I'm fond of the original J R cover - it was the first book of Gaddis's I ever saw, just off Carnaby Street in London in the window of a store called Liberty's, which then sold mosty fabrics, but for some reason carried a small selection of recently published novels. The big, bold lettering was certainly an eye-catcher. I read the blurb on the back (which was the first time I'd come across a mention of The Recognitions) and bought it.
It was a good few years beforeI finished the thing. It was after
reading Gaddis's first that I went back and completed his second. A good
few years later, a book shop called Books, Etc. ran a special promotion;
they imported lots of US paperbacks, including a Penguin uniform series
of Gadis's novels, The Recognitions, J
R and Carpenter's
Gothic. These were not the Ppenguin Modern Classics,
but the ones with the white covers with (from
memory) thin bands of colour around the edges and a small illustration
in the middle. That's when I got my copy of The Recognitions.
gave me J R as a birthday present last year and I started
to read it, but after only a few pages I lost courage; the book was
too much for me, I wasn't ready I think. But this year, for my 25th
birthday, she tried again and gave me Agape Agape. I looked
into it and thought: "Ah, I can read this,
and it's about music, this is perfect." And so I read it and it
took me one day. The Annotations, which I got along with the book, helped
me a lot, I used them all the way through and they also made me want
to read some of the books and authors alluded to in Agape
"Kreutzer Sonata," and even Plato. I was very much touched by its truth
and its pathos. I am a musician, a pianist, who always seeks for truth,
for the true art, I can understand when Gaddis talks about the real artist.
This book is one beautiful song, sad and so true. I'll try J
I picked up my first Gaddis -- Carpenter's Gothic -- in a second-hand bookstore in Kingston, Ontario, in 1991. I hadn't heard of Gaddis, but my friend pointed at the book: "I've read that he is very good." So we each bought a copy of Carpenter's Gothic, of which there were several, and he also found an edition of J R, which was Gaddis' best novel, he had also read somewhere. At home in Hamburg I put the Gaddis on the bookshelf and there they sat until 1994. That year Joseph Tabbi was visiting professor at the University of Hamburg and he gave two courses, which included Gaddis. One had J R on the reading list. So I read it. I started and re-started the first ten pages about three or four times until I had the feeling I was getting into it, but after that I never stopped until "Hey? You listening…?" It took me three or four days; I think I didn't leave the apartment during that time. Did I eat? I did drink. And I dreamt: of voices and never-ending quarrels, those dreams were very loud. Unfortunately Ann diCephalis's voice was a very prominent one, for whatever reason.
After around a hundred
pages, reading turned into listening and the novel into a piece of
music. At one point in particular I associated another piece of music,
Shostakovich's sonata for piano and viola, which at one point
literally quotes the beginning of Beethoven's so-called moonlight
sonata. In J R it's the short passage right in the middle of the book,
in which Norman Angel tells Coen about his childhood, the Winchester,
the spring circus, the music, his father. Those 25 lines sounded so
different after 360 pages of brilliantly arranged noise: it was like
reading Sherwood Anderson all of a sudden. This particular musical
association belonged to the first very intense reading only and never
returned on rereading J R. I do love all of William Gaddis's novels,
but J R will always remain my favorite.
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